I usually try not to use these journal entries to be all "b'awwww, guyz, my life blows so harrrrrrrrd, emoemoemo," but right now, I just need to friggin' BITCH. My real life friends, I know, are probably tired of hearing me say this, but I am SO DHFKAJDLAJ TIRED of my classes being so DEMANDING. YEAH, I'm learning a lot in my classes and I like my teachers, and YEAH, I'm being CHALLENGED and PREPARED for college and WHOOP-DI-FUCKIN'-DOO. But I feel like as soon as I have time for fun, it's OVER, and then I'm asleep, and then it's back to the torture-chamber for another go-around of "SMASH MY FINGERS INTO THE DIRT WITH YOUR WONDERFUL POINTY STILETTOS, YAY." I AM DRAINED. I haven't had energy for TWO MONTHS. And it's just... not pretty.

And then there are certain people--not naming names--that I'm not really fond of right at the moment. I smile, I nod, I do my best to not be annoyed by their behavior, but it's just... AJHDKJALKDFJAJFDKLJAAAAAAAAAGH. *KEYBOARD SMASHHHHH*

Then I have so many things I'm doing, and so many things I WANT to do, but I just don't have the time for it. And when I DO have time for it, I just don't have the MOTIVATION because I'm so damn tired from all the WORK I've been doing.

AND I KNOW, other people have it WAY WORSE. I'm not about to say, "OH WOE IS ME, I'M THE MOST UNFORTUNATE PERSON IN THE WOOORRRRLD, TAKE PITY ON ONLY MEEEEEEE," because that's not what I'm going for. I actually just kinda want some advice, or maybe for someone to laugh with me about the game of "SMASH MY FINGERS INTO THE DIRT WITH YOUR WONDERFUL POINTY STILETTOS, YAY." Because... looking up at that... I'm laughing right now.

So... I'm feeling better already, and I'm sure that I'll be able to work through it all. I just need a freakin' BREAK.

Now, with all that said, I'm going to toddle off and study for something. ^_^ I hope everyone else has a fantastical evening~ <3



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